Thursday, May 20, 2010

Finding Your Own Magic

There is not a day that goes by when something magical does not happen. Of course sometimes we miss the opportunity to take part in such events even when they are happening right in front of us. We dismiss them at times as coincidence or possibly just a misinterpretation. They may not necessarily go with what we are “suppose to” believe, therefore we cannot acknowledge the possibility of its validity. I will be the first to say that I am not quite sure what to call myself when it comes to the labeling and/or naming of my beliefs. I envy those who can speak right up and claim to be Wiccan, Pagan, or even Christian. I call myself Pagan yet at times wonder if I offend others who also claim this name. Offending a specific belief has always been something I try hard not to do. As I would not like anyone to say I do not have the right to practice the beliefs I hold or that I am damned because of what I do or don’t believe; I likewise do not feel I have that right to do the same to them.

A non specific Pagan is what I call myself for the most part. Gleaning from all the information and experiences I have had over time and taking some and leaving others. Still I know that I am continuously evolving. I attempt to keep my mind open and my ears sharp for those morsels that come our way. Growing up in Middle Rural America, I did not have a variety of beliefs to choose from and Paganism was definitely not one of the choices. Yet I remember from a very early age having experiences that could not be explained. I was not able to really examine its origin until I was much older and much of this was done via reading. Unfortunately we did not have the internet and even finding suitable reading material could prove to be difficult. Thus much of my walk was done blindly in the dark.

I have never been a member of a Coven. My journey has one of a solitary. Quite honestly the only group religion I have been active in participating with others in is the Christian religion. Yet this experience taught me much. I believe that much of what I learned could easily be applied to any group. It is close to impossible to please everyone. This is mainly due to the fact that there are so many differing opinions. There is the need for leadership yet there are times when this can be a very delicate road to travel. The elders or wise ones teach those who are young and learning their way. Yet even in this one has to be careful not to neglect the wisdom of the young ones. I have learned many a lesson from a child’s words.

Whatever one’s beliefs may be, they are often quite personal. Yes there are those who follow simply because they are told to do so. I have always felt sadness for such people. Although I have found much wealth in the knowledge of others journeys, I have learned the most from my own. Otherwise I would still be following the church. I choose to set out and seek the answers to the questions that I had. Some led me straight back to what I had been told, others led me elsewhere. The earth in all her wisdom has been here longer than any of us. In her there are many secrets. Who can say that one can not feel the energy from her? It is a continuous journey that we all must take. Whether we make our own choices or allow someone else to.

As previously stated, there is never a day that goes by when something magical does not occur. Practical Magic is all around us. From the wearing of a crystal for protection, to the clearing of the mind via meditation, to the casting of a spell for luck, or the channeling of spirits, who is to say what is right and what is wrong. My wish for you as you continue your journey is that those moments of clarity come often to you, that your road is easily traveled, and when times do come that try or question you that you find strength to continue and wisdom to know what is right. Blessings


City Wiccan said...

I think you're right about the everyday miracles but sometimes I'm moving so fast I don't appreciate or see them.

Sounds like our paths are somewhat similar. I've never belonged to an organized pagan/wiccan group, although I did go out to the Wiccan Church here once for a class. Might go back but I have the same experiences around organized Christianity. In fact, I found most of it was just politics and bickering. So, not sure another organized religion would be far from the same.

I wouldn't worry about offending someone in the pagan tradition. I think there will be those fundamentalist pagans but for the most part it is supposed to be non-dogmatic. I know I have some strange practices that feel normal to me. Do what you will and harm none! :)

Mother's Moon's Message said...

I would love to be able to take a class yet have not found on that seems right. I enjoy the varieties of differencees to be found. That is one of the things I love most.So many differeny perspectives

Annie's Hearth said...

I've never been a follower of anything or conformed to the normal - to be normal in our home is a bad word grin- so when I was introduced to Wicca/witchcraft I just knew.
I'm on a year and a day journey at the moments learning everything I can. I have some real live friends who are also on a similar journey - a coven nearby that I might approach - but not yet - I want to work out what is for me and not for me first.

Bright Blessings Annie

Lynelle said...

Excellent, thoughtfully written post. I also think of myself as a non specific pagan, I suppose because I always feel like anything that anyone really believes is right for them, as long as it doesn't hurt anyone else; it's all different facets of the same bright jewel.


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