I think we all hope that we will receive a special name from the goddess or god and sooner rather than later. And it is a special moment when it happens. I certainly tried to push it & contrived to use one name or another but they weren't mine & I knew it. When the lady gave me mine I was sitting in bed doodling and making sigils &just like that, the name just popped into my head & I knew that I had been given my name. It is a pretty, two syllable name that only she & I know, oh & the god, too. I had meditated & burned incense & asked & probably whined a bit, too but when I wasn't really even thinking about it, bingo! I had my name. It also has absolutely nothing to do with my magic or the spells I do or the gods & goddess' I worship, either. It is not even a name I would have picked, but that's okay because I wasn't supposed to pick it myself anyway. It was a gift from my goddess & god. It will happen to you, too. The goddess & god are probably waiting for just the right one that suits you & only you.